watching the show
which means you are there with me
eyes closed rolling to the music
I open them up and look to my right
its you in your stunning green shirt
but then my mind focuses
and what I want is replaced by what is
it isn't you but it is your shirt
and that makes me feel more hollow
there is so much more for us
but we're not talking
and all I am left with
are these false illusions
pieces of you but never the real thing